Friends

For what we are to receive, dear Lord
Make us truly doubly Thankful.

Friends in times of need
Who prove they are friends in deed,
In times of heart-ache
Our days to make,
When tears may fall
Or laughter won’t come at all
They’ll stand you by
Never letting you lay down and die
That’s what being friends is all about,
This is stated without any doubt
‘Cause True Friends are Friends Forever!

No More

What am I living for
I’ve no reason to live no more!

I use to manage
Now no more

I live on the edge
Now no more

I thought you really loved me

Now
No
More!

Reality

Life used to be lonely and dreary
Then you came into it;
It was fun.
Then it
Ended.

Now it’s lonely and dreamy again
‘Cause I’m without you
living on my dreams
losing touch of
reality

The Blues

What Now?
Nothing
Where too?
Nowhere.
With whom?
No – one
Why?
Don’t know.
Will I accept this?
Why not!

Wander Lust

What makes me so restless
Causes me to search
Looking, never finding
Continuing on this lonely path
Without ever getting rest,
Peace of mind?

I always blame others for this
Yet I know it seems from inside
Deep in my soul,
This search for something
Never minding the pain,
The pain I cause others.

I want answers,
Answers to questions not yet asked;
I want truth,
So I know how to lie;
I want knowledge
Knowledge to impress others with;

I want fame,
Yet standing in a cocoon of privacy;
I want things
Yet I never give to anyone,
Yes all this I want, and more
Yet none are what I seek;
So I will always have to keep searching.

Secrets

The words of songs run through my head
Scenes, flashes from the past
Remembering me of what I’ve lost
What I’ll never regain;
Lost forever.

I’m always this way when I’m lonely
Thinking back – about the two of us
What we used to dream of
What we will never achieve;
Not together.

True love was supposed to be forever
Yet it seems to be a force
As it only remains in me
You have already forgotten;
Our paradise.

Now I weep when I’m alone at night
Thinking on the past we used to share
Wishing I could have it back
Treasuring thoughts from the past,
Loving memories.

Maybe my secret dream will one-day be true
And you and I will be one
Sharing, regretting time lost
Going forth in life;
As one.

Captives of Freedom

High above the earth he soars
Alighting here, then there
Never still
He is free,
Can come and go when he wishes
He is King of the sky,
He is an eagle.

I too, feel akin to him
Never stopping, never still
Moving forth
Always free
Coming and going as I wish
Living out a lie
Pretending to live

Yet both of us are wrong
We are captives of freedom
We are caught by it
Longing for it,
Thirsting,
Never getting enough.

Yes mighty bird,
You and I are kin
Captives of freedom
Captives of life
Always free
Yet never!